Well I don't no about you but this single thing isn't to my likeing! No sir...Not on bit...But what's a gal to do? I left the life I know and came home to take care of my mother...Would you do the same? My job (quit) My friends ( left) My home (sold everything I could) even my car (sold,cause it would not of made it through Ga.,lol)...I want minimal regret's when it comes to my life....Especially my mom,I suppose what gets me through some day's is knowing Daytona Beach,Florida will always be there...All though Daytona is dieing and drying up...But it was home to me for all most years...Well Ohio has me now....And of course mom...Think of me when yer runnin around yer house naked and basking in all yer privacy...I am about to shoot myself on living back home after all most 34 years!! Mom loves it me??? Not so much...
hello,I am back,back here to bikerkiss,and back home,Ohio...OHMYGASH!! It is in the single digits here,I left Daytona and it was 83 degrees,I no,I no...A whole nuther level of nut's!! Lol...So tell me?? What's a gal to do in this frozen place??
I am in Daytona,Fl.and I have been saying that I would like to get my ass back out there and expierience it for the 5th time.I have been single for awhile now,it seems to agree with me,BUT I wanna go....(did anyone detect a lil'whining there?,lol)anyway's if someone is going and would like a tag along let a girl know...thanks and PEACE!!Oh yea,I am in Daytona...
I just wanted to tell ya all that I am out here in the land of ice fishing...hey really I seen 'em diggin a hole in the middle of this lake here in Minnesota and actually fishing..!!! I don't know about anybody else here but I feel like a tourist! All I need now is a hawaian flowered tourist shirt,lol...DAMN ice fishing....
Hello to everyone! I hope that the new year is to be a good one for each and every one of you'ins....(southern draw and all,lol)any ways...I am finaly happy...1)with who I am 2) with who I anin't anymore,and 3) with who I may of found...I found a man here actually,he has been sober for 33 years now,and while I do have a cocktail on occasion he neither judges me or looks down on me...But he does keep me in remembering the who I was before...And we are to meet this coming week face to face I feel that we are very comfortarble with each other already...wish me luck,because I really did think that I was doomed for all my past transgresions...
And I hope to see a few of you's in Daytona for the big shin dig!!! let me know and maybe we can get together and compare notes,lol...take care and I think of you all often...
HERE I am...taking one day at a time and wouldn't you know it I ain't got nuthin to do to ring in the new year...Yea I got invitation's galore,but do I really want to that stuff that I been doin for to long now?What are you'all gonna be doin?I would like to hear from ya's to see if I can get any good ideas...And I really don't want to sit and watch movies...now if I had someone to watch em with............hehehe
Someone made a comment the other day that Christmas was for kid's. Well I informed them that I am someones kid.Aren't they?Aren't you?I went to the most beautiful Christmas mass.And I was reminded that Christmas is everyday when it comes to giving and being in the house of the Lord.But I am kindly confused here I really like to get worked up in praying and talking of the Almighty,But does one really need to be in a church?I mean I believe that religion was created to control the masses,in the crusade times the "church" would go forth and massacre people in the name of religion,so how does ME going prove or help me?I dunno maybe someone could enlighten me? that's all...Thanks,and Merry Christmas...
I am, I was, I will alway's be.....I started, I finished, I left so much......now what am I?
I am ME...I am you....I am them....I want to be a perfect me...I want to be alway's for you....and be there for me!
well when I left Florida it was HOT,when I got to AK.it was warm, when I got to Ohio it was(IS)FREEZIN!!! I want the warm weather again...Now.Right now...ah come on somebody can send it to me, yes?I promise like a good girl to be have!!!(ok I'll behave a little,lol)let me know where the damn warm weather is at!!!soon!S.Kate
I have to wipe my eyes and nose while I am writing this I thank you all for the thoughts and support! THANK YOU!!!! and chopper I will be sending you a note...I may need a "buddy" with "perks" lol....just kidding,(?)...Katie
well I been out of the loop for a while.I had to do a little thing that n/a people call "recovery".So i found myself in Ar. I have to abreviate cause I still can't spell it!lol. anyway I am very happy to tell I have been sober now for 90 day's! I never knew what that really ever meant and bt God it is something to behold! I tried to talk myself into thinking that I was cool cause no one really knew that I had a problem,even me! but we all know that stuff is bullshit!but back to Ar.I found myself surrounded by people who "looked the other way" when a brother and sister started to live together,I swear it! ok they say, there only 1/2 but you know where I come from that still a WHOLE lot of....YUCK!! So let me tell you all it was a chore to find my way back to home,to me well I really wanted to say hey to you'all, so HEY!and I am very glad that I made it back!
I was sitting in my grandpa's out house many, many years ago and this is what I came up with...(I have left it in writing for people allover the place, so if you say that you heard it before it came from me!!
" here's to the girl's who wear leather boot's, we go to bike meet's and we have done some toot",We may not be virgin's but that's not a sin I still got the box my cherry came in"!!!now all drink to my sista toast!! "gulp"
I am constantly hearing about this thing called bi-polar! is it something like depression? when prozac came out doctors were quick to prescribe it to everyone and anyone with little or no real testing,I know, I was with a man that thought that I was depressed, so I go and tell the doc. that my husband thinks I'm depressed, and he gives me prozac...just like that so for 8 months I was...I was...let's just say "not my self".I finally stopped taking it and after 9 years I got rid of my "depression". so after a few year's, yes a few years,I have come to realize that I'm not freakin depressed I'm freakin disapointed!!!In some of the choices I made and from some of the choices that were made for me!!!and the men may find that hard to believe(choices made for me thing) but the women on here will understand well!so again, what's up with this bi-polar stuff..I really would like a "from the street"answer..thanks p.s.what would one take for disappointment?
can anyone help me apologize to someone here on this site? I want to start seeing someone but I really screwed up... I wasn't completley honest and it has cost me sleepless nights and headaches for about a month now!!everyone knows him...but first "how the hell can I ask for forgiveness and still expect him to still want me?!! I got the bummed out blues in florida!!
I destroy homes,I tear family"s apart.I take your children,and that's just the start.
I'm more valued than diamond's more precious than gold,the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, I am easily found,I live all around you,in school's and in town.
I live with the rich,I live with the poor,
I live down the street maybe even next door!
I'm made in a lab,but not like you think,
i'm made with thig's found under your sink.
In a child's closet,even out in the wood's,
if this scares you ,well it certainly should.
I have many name's,and there's one you know best, it's the one,the one called Crystal Meth!
My power is awesome,just trie me and see,BUT when you do,you may never break free!
When I posses you,you'll steal and you'll lie,you'll do whatever just to get high.
the crime's you'll commit for my narcotic's charm,
is well worth the pleasure's you will feel in my arm's.
you'll lie to your mother,you'll steal from your dad,
the tears they will cry,will make you so sad.
So forget all your morals,and how you were raised,i'll be your conscience,teach you my way's.
I take kid's from their parent's,
and parent's from kid's,I take people from God,
I seperate best friend's.
I'll take everything from you,
your look's and your pride,
I'll be with you alway's,right by your side.
you will give up everything,family,
friends,money,and home.I will take it all,you will be all alone!
I will take and i'll take till you have no more to give,
when I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to be alive!
if you trie me be warned,this isn't game,
if given a chance i'll drive you insain.
I'll ravish your body,control your mind,
own you completly,your soul will be forever mine!
the nightmares I'll give you at night while in bed,
my voice you will hear inside your head,
Shakes,sweat's and vision's you'll see,
I want you to know that they are ALL gift's from me!
Hey,you shouldn't of tried me you knew in your heart, now your all mine "till death do us part"!
you'll regret that you tried me, they alway's do,
but remember, you came to me,
not I to you!
You knew this would happen,many time's you were told,but you challenged my power, you chose to be bold!
You could of said no and just walked away,
I fyou could live that day over,
what would you say?
My power is awesome,as you were told before,
I can take your mother and make her a whore!
I'll be your master,you'll be my slave,
hell, I'll even help you go to your grave!
Now that you have met me what will you do,will you trie me or not,
really it's all up to you?
What did you think,that I was your friend?
You will beg me to kill you,to make it all end.
I will bring you more misery than any words can tell,
Now come take my hand let me lead you to hell!
I hope that ya'all like it.I am happy to report that it didn't take me to my grave,only to the gate's of hell...but I'm back, better than ever,and a whole lot wiser...
well it took me a long time to even relize that I wanted to be cool,when I was a kid I had maybe a handful of doll"s,I come from a very large family, me being the only girl,one day I was about 6 I seen one of my brothers peeing, I said to my daddy,"hey pop's,when is my bird gonna grow"?well that's when the doll frenzie started,(they all wound up in grease and the oil,mud, you get the picture)and that's when I started to feel like the 11TH kid with only 10 piece's of candy to go around.so I FINALLY get the COOL thing down when it hit me I am cool with being NOT cool,well let me tell you it is a lot easier to GET cool than to get UN-COOL, LOL!!!(I told you my sense of humor was DRY,DRY,DRY!! (p.s. I LOVE THIS SITE you all are(cough,cough)cool!!)
as I sit in front of my computer eating an apple,I suddenly want to "share" somethings..my friend turned me on to this site so to him I am indebted to,"one must learn to love the fool that lives in all of us,the one that feels too much,talks too much,takes too many chances,wins sometimes,and loses way to often,lacks self-control,loves and hates,hurts and gets hurt,promises and breaks promises,and laughs and cries.what'd ya think of that foolishness? no, I am not on drugs...lol
I don't know about anyone else but I think that any one who ride's in sanndle's and short's is CRAZY..I have a 35 1/2" inseam and I for one will not ride in ANYTHING less than jeans and boot's(and the occasional tank top, lol)I have seen women ride with less and less then cry when they(God forbid)go down that gravel road!
well I finaly did it! I actually get to do the "bloging" thing.woooo-hoooo!! I love to ride,been doin it my WHOLE life..my mamma broke her water with me,while my daddy rode her around our liitle home town on a 45 (beautiful) pan-head...the damn thing (daddy said anyhow)was leakin so much oil I almost didn't get your mamma to the hospital in time,I hadda stop and put another quart in the bike!!(apparently I was almost delivered on the side of the road!)