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Veröffentlicht am Thu, Apr 14, 2011 10:37

Life continues on towards a quest that may never come to pass.....I'm 46 retired and going back to school.... I'm most comfortable surrounded by bikers...hanging at the club houses where I feel secure (well as secure as one can).... I have family who has disowned me because of my choice of friends ( they call then outlaws)...

A good number of friends are doing time and I stay loyal to them and silent in regards to their misfortune... everyone needs friends, encouragement and second, third and forth chances...... .this is a lifestyle I have chosen to live which is against society but I truly don't care and love dearly...One always has their reasons for doing everything. Mine is no less or no more important.

Another lifestyle aspect I have chosen to live for the past 25 years is a D/s relationship... to me its stronger than any marriage... there's a bound to that person in ways that NO marriage could offer...Most feel its about sex but that's only 1% of the make up.. yes I give my body over fully and eagerly (masochistic at heart) but mostly I give my devotion and loyality. Yes I have lived 8 years totally in this realm and it ended at aother's hand not mine... I refuse to succumb to societies idea of the perfect marriage that ends in divorce.

Please do not judge me instead simply get to know me... when I'm with a man my attention is on him only. Disrepect is not tolerated. I do enjoy a man who is possessive even though I wont give him a reason to be...Dominance goes without saying.. Things I enjoy which is a part of biker and of the d/s world is you will never find me walking before a man..always to the side or a step back is where I'll be.. I will never go into a situation that I'm unsure of without my man clearing the way... Im used to the brothers coming first and I know my place and take comfort in it..I ride with NO other unless requested  by my man...I try to get along with everyones ole ladies but my personalty is strong and there will sooner or later be a struggle for dominance... I'm only submissive to him I belong to so everyone else watch out.. Example: If I'm in a bar having words with someones bitch and its getting heated either two things will occur..1) My man will simply give me a look that tells me to knock it off and go back to my seat and the heated argument is over even if the other gal continures to push. I am not to move..2) Flipside I;m in a heated argument over dominace which happens even between us gals and my man gives me the okay to go in for the kill (play on words) I know he's got my back taking care of the ole ladys man and I guareentee I'll win my battle.. lmao  Always someone bigger and badder which means fight dirtier  lmao   I'm sorry just a couple situations I've found myself in. LOLOLOLOL

Another situation that is a must in my life is RESPECT and I see women cross lines constantly that are made for men only.... Numerous times sitting in the open patio of Jerry D's having a beer when a new set of HA patch holders proudly walk in sporting their new colors that define them... I watched the women who were sitting by their men across the yard, staring intentivly at the patch holders...In astonishment I've seen these women get up and disrepect their men by going over and flirting... Next thing the women leave with the crew and when they walk by the stare at their men,  Testosterone fills the air with electricity but no fighst breaks out because the women were not worthy of respect since they gave none...

I'm sure I will get a lot of grief for what I wrote but its my beliefs and I don't chance. If you wish to debate then I welcome it... If you wish to bide for dominance take heed you will be left in shreds. I understad totally that not many think the way I do and the womens libers are probably about to hang me..lol this world was made for the freedom to have different views and I'm using mine.

Currently I am  psych Student at Metro State with a minor in hunan services. I do not fit the mold of the $300 hr behind a desk psychologist... My skills will be used for the ones who can't afford such services. Everyone deserves help! I was one of those people and in my hour of need I was alone. Noone new where I was and noone cared , no ID, no money, the life I had was gone! Imagine standing in the heart of Denver, looking around and noone hears you scream for help or even sees you.. your tears dont catch someone elses eye. I became that person at the hand of someone else and I swore that if I didn't die I would never let another person feel the pure agony of not knowing where they were going to sleep, eat or if they were even going to live. My heart belongs to the homeless and the biker community....For three days I lay at the park (colfax/broadway) out of my mind,,the homeless gave me their coats to keep me warm since it was November... On the third day a couple bundled up clubbers rode by me and for some reason had pity on me.. I owe them everything, not out of demand but thankfulness.

I am a strong person with a big heart but it will take you time to earn my trust. I


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Veröffentlicht am Mon, Mar 12, 2012 19:13

pardon me but are u a man or woman?


In the entire human way to live, being on a Harley is heaven on earh, It is like being an ANGEL , FREEDOM has no specific word, but riding is like flying . There just is no other way to be absolutely freer.

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Veröffentlicht am Sun, Aug 28, 2011 13:58

interesting post.... I once dated an outlaw and it was weird... but i think the guy himself was a lil strange and bragged too much about himself and was too big of himself.

If I was something like that, I wouldnt brag or talk about it. I do not understand why people would brag. it just puts them in great danger if they open their mouths.

I believe if people are of something in life, they do not brag. just help one another is important and individuals have their own rights to do what they want to do in their lives.

 

 

 

 



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Veröffentlicht am Tue, Aug 16, 2011 09:31

same here....kinda blows your mind...


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Veröffentlicht am Mon, Apr 25, 2011 21:52

wow, not sure what to say...lots to digest there for sure. good reading though


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